I returned to work with little hope and a lot of apprehension. I knew there would be continued harassment, but I was determined to press for some sort of response concerning the charges in the letter to the Attorney General. My first day back at work I had a meeting with my manager, Stu. I told him I was interested in getting back to work and would like to forget the entire incident. He agreed that should be the major objective.
However, as usual, the reverse turned out to be true. That afternoon I was told to go to the medical department and see the company doctor. The doctor of course, wanted to discuss my "mental illness" problem. The next morning Stu called me in his office and gave me a lecture on my conduct concerning the letter and then told me I had another doctors appointment the next day. These daily meetings with Stu and the doctor went on for over a week before I realized the whole situation was being used to create stress. I went storming into Stan's office.
"Look, you are using this situation to create more stress. I want an end to these daily meetings, and I want to know if the Attorney's General office is going to respond to my charges." I firmly stated.
Stan listened and then said he would check with his "special contact" handling the situation, and he would get back to me. I said "fine and stormed out of his office.
In looking back, it is amazing to see how indoctrination and propaganda makes you believe things that just don't exist in reality. Despite everything, because of my life long indoctrination in "freedom and liberty", I still wanted to believe in a fantasy america that doesn't exit. It is like being told your entire life that Santa Claus is real and everyone around you believes in Santa Claus, so you believe Santa Claus is real even though you know he doesn't exist. Most amerikans can never understand what I'm saying because they can't break through the life-long indoctrination.
That afternoon Stu called me into his office and said as far as the Attorney General's office was concerned, "The case is closed!" My heart sank because now for the first time I knew beyond doubt that the United Nazi Government was behind my problems. I still did not know which agency or why, but I did know that it had always been a cooperative effort between big business and government to rig the federal trial. After all, the corrupt judge, Myron Gordon was a federal judge.
Suddenly I realized how such complete control of my environment had been maintained and why I was never safe where I went in the United States, but as soon as I left Nazi land, everything returned to normal. It also explained all the fear, terror and the look of hopelessness I had seen in peoples' faces and why I had heard so many times the phrase, "it won't do any good" anytime I mentioned some place to escape my predicament. If I had any hope when I returned to work, it was now totally destroyed.
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I should mention that in a prior post I related the psychopathic characteristics of the Green River Killer and my Nazi captors. One characteristic I forgot to mention that the police officer that captured the Green River Killer readily recognized is one I have always called my Nazi tormentors. The officer in the movie became enraged and shouted in the killer's face that he was a COWARD! Nothing but a COWARD! I have ALWAYS said that about my Nazi tormentor. Psychopaths do have common characteristics.
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