Sunday, October 29, 2017

Inmate or Slave - the State view.

 I, Dave, Jack and were in Jack’s office listening to him go on one of his ego trips explaining his views of the world.  One thing was always true about Jack and his conversations.  He was an extreme narcissist and if given an opportunity he would brag.  Just as I was beginning to wonder why he had called me into his office, he began explaining how the human mind tends to forget things if conditions are made unbearable enough and that the brain secretes chemicals when under extreme stress so that the person can forget traumatic experiences. As I sat there listening, my heart began to race. Was that the purpose for all the harassment and irritations? Was my time at Gamma Supplies supposed to be so unbearable that I wouldn’t know or remember what had happened just to get my testimony? If that had been the purpose, and had not been successful and what if they, whoever they were knew that I could remember things what else would they do? As the thoughts raced through my mind, I sat there thinking how arrogant and stupid Jack really was. But more important to me, I wondered who was behind the whole plan and what they were going to do to me next.

The reason i state that Jack was stupid is because if you are going hire someone to set them up for their testimony and then have them forget what happened you would think you that they wouldn’t hire someone who is known for having an excellent memory. From as early as I could remember; people recognized I had an exceptional memory. As a young child in a Sunday school class, I was once asked to memorize a couple of pages of dialogue for a Christmas play. The other people in the class we given one or two lines to learn. I ended up going to a different church because I felt I was being exploited just to make the teacher look good in front of the congregation. In high school I had a good friend who became a lawyer and we would often compete as to who could quickly memorize things like the periodic table, mathematical proofs, and Shakespeare soliloquies.

Those are examples of more short-term memory, but an example from graduate school gives credence to the fact that I also had a good long-term memory. In graduate school we were having a research group meeting when the research director posed a question about a chemical reaction. I quickly blurted out that he could find the answer in such and such book on a particular page. He asked me how I knew that and I told him over a year earlier I had read the book and that’s where the information he wanted could be found. The research director sent another graduate student the chemistry library and had him find the book and bring it back to the room. When the research director opened the book to the page I had specified, he found exactly the information he wanted. Needless-to- say, the research director acknowledged that I had an exceptional memory.  Now I was being told a major strategy to get my testimony, a viable product, and a patent was that I would not be able to remember things.  Only a very ignorant person or a psychopath would devise such a plan.  Both are equally dangerous.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Why Trump is Good for Amerika!

I am so happy to see Donald Trump as president.   Surprised?  You shouldn't be because POTUS constantly shows the world and other amerikans exactly what the elitist, fascist state is all about.  Bow down and worship our ways or we will destroy you and that is exactly how the Bible describes the last(existing) empire.  Don't like what country A, B, or C is doing, the US  will bring down "Fire and Fury and destruction like the world has never seen". 

That is what I was told as an individual when I decided I didn't want to be part of a corrupt, criminal trial rigging.  And the response I got was, we will destroy you and impoverish you.  And that is what they did.  And there was never any negotiations or choice.  The threats included statements, like "you will stand alone", or "you won't trust anyone".

At first I thought how can that be?  How can anyone have that much power.  After all, this is amerika, home of the free, with laws and a constitution.  But I found that with enough power, the laws mean nothing to the fascists.  And "you will stand alone" can become "isolation and withdrawal" and harassment and terrorism becomes "paranoia" and then the state labels you "mentally ill".  And of course, you are always told that you are wrong.  "Do you understand what you did was wrong?" is the mantra you hear when you try to do anything to change and/or better your situation.

I mean really,  DOES ANYONE REALLY BELIEVE TRUMP when he expresses concerned about "those poor citizens in Venezuela?"  The fascist state has spent decades corrupting the Venezuelan government in an effort to get a puppet government in power there.  Just as they do in Cuba.  I mean the US tried to introduce anthrax in Cuban cattle in an effort to starve those "poor people" there into rising up against Castro.  And the US has tried to flood the economy with counterfeit currency in order to disrupt the Cuban economy and to make the Cuban currency worthless(I've seen how the CIA does that).  This is the real amerika.

And you constantly see the "beautiful amerika" with their marriages and family.  You can never understand the destruction and suffering done to my marriage and my family in the fascist state efforts to destroy and silence me. They were just collateral damage. Meanwhile the amerikan mantra is about how important family and marriage is in the fascist state.

Once you see there real amerika, you can never go back.  The condition and propaganda are broken and revealed - the truth shall set you free.

And that is why I'm so happy Trump is president.  He constantly shows the world and most amerikans what amerika is really all about.  Just another, and the last in a series of brutal "World Empires."  And as I wrote over 30 years ago, there will always be the 25-30% of the amerikan population that will support the "might is right" fascist mentality.  That is what Trump calls his core, base support.  Trump is giving the amerikan people a view of what a reviewer described as "nightmarish behind-the-scenes America" - The REAL AMERICA that most people never get to see.

The remaining amerikan population I split into two major groups based on their beliefs and actions.  But that is for another time. I probably should go into that because it explains why I got to see the real amerika and why most amerikan are never forced to see the obvious.  But enough for now.

I wrote this blog several weeks ago, before the Charlottesville shootings.  I think Trump's initial reaction to murder of non-rightwing fanatics speaks volumes.  Violence against people who don't worship the elitist fascist state is not only not acceptable, but it is actually desirable and encouraged.  I know, I've experienced it for decades.

As the Governor of Virginia, Terry McAuliffe, said:  THESE PEOPLE CLAIM TO BE PATRIOTIC, BUT THEY ARE NOT PATRIOTS.  That says it all!!!

Sunday, June 25, 2017

Ignorance is Strength

Ignorance is Strength

  Michel Foucault, in the mid 20th century, detailed the intricate balance between knowledge and power and how the powerful usually control the definition of what the rest of the population calls “knowledge”.

   The sad part is that most of the teachers are not even aware that they are teaching children only half-truths.  We were taught as children that Thanksgiving was about Indians (oops, now it’s Native Americans) and the colonists getting together in a quaint little festival and sharing food with each other.  The real story of the Natives and the colonists is quite different.  Likewise, we are taught about George Washington chopping down the cherry tree (which is pure fiction) and “honest Abe” who freed the slaves.  No one mentions, however, that for nearly Abraham Lincoln’s entire life he was a die-hard racist who staunchly believed in segregation and that the white man was intrinsically superior to the black man.  His racism was one of the talking points that he used in order to rise up to political power.  With the internet and the dissemination of knowledge, we now understand that the histories we were taught growing up in public school are not only false, but purposely dishonest as well.

   Whenever someone comes along and questions the “official” narrative that has been programmed into the population from childhood, that person is deemed crazy, insane, or even dangerous.  However, it is usually the insane person that cannot explain why he or she believes what they believe.  When someone is able to tell a narrative and back it up with actual historical evidence (complete evidence, I might add), how can we deny the plain truth?

 But since the government in power controls what is knowledge and what is not, complete histories (which you actually get to learn in graduate school and beyond, they are not secret) that go against the official government narrative are deemed subversive and dangerous.  It does not matter whether or not the story is true; if the story goes against what people have been raised to think is true, it amounts to a kind of psychological earthquake that causes depression, anxiety, and even hatred on the part of the one experiencing the mental trauma of seeing their worldview fall apart.

   The government advocates ignorance and calls it strength.  For example, anyone wishing to know why al-Qaeda hates the United States needs only to listen to their reasoning.  In fact, Osama Bin-Laden even released a list of reasons why he declared war on the United States.  Much of it has to do with the humiliation the United States continually deals out to Arabs by divvying up their Arabic land as the West sees fit.  Other parts of his diatribe deal with the mass atrocities and mass civilian deaths caused by the West’s occupation and constant belligerent behavior in the Middle East.  And yet the government’s official narrative is something like, “They hate us because of our freedoms” or “Their religion is a religion of hate.”  Don’t read history or go to the “enemy” for the truth; that’s what the state tells us.  Ignorance is Strength!  We’re told that if we just bomb them bad enough, or long enough, they won’t hate us anymore.  Kind of like spanking a child until they bleed; that’ll teach them to disobey!

Monday, June 5, 2017

Slavery is not dead.

I finished listening to the audio book "Underground Railroad" which is about slavery and the attempts to escape the bonds of slavery.  I wasn't surprised at how much I identified with the attitudes, habits and beliefs portrayed by the slaves.  Since my involvement in a federal trial years ago and the terrorism that followed, I have considered myself a slave.

I once had a Methodist minister tell me "Your life must be hell; you are in a prison(slave), but you can't see the bars."  The only time I ever felt free, was when I was out of this country.  And I wanted to stay where I was, but I couldn't because of my poor health.  And as it has been said "A poor person is not a free person."

To show you what I mean about how I can identify with the slave mentality, the primary character in the book is Cora, a runaway female slave.  Whenever Cora would think about a situation she was in, or about someone she had know and didn't know their situation, she would always have negative images and outcomes to the situation or person.

I now live in a state where I have been abused so much and been denied so much that I can be doing something as simple as driving down the road, and negative thoughts will flood my mind like someone will run a red light or a stop sign and slam into the side of my car.  I know that is not going to happen, but the thoughts appear as a result of decades of created negative outcomes.  I hate it and I just can't have any compassion for the people who created my world.  The fascist state of amerika has created a new form of slavery.  It is just as barbaric, cruel and inhuman as the form where people are bought and sold - just more "sophisticated".

And I should point out that while I never experienced the physical abuse of a slave but that was primarily because of the way the torture was carried out and that I was always able to avoid situations where physical harm and/or death was planned by my enemies.  Such as the evil machinations of maste' Kopac.

Thursday, March 9, 2017

Do not be distracted!
In case anyone is getting too sidetracked by the Russian spy drama and the 'Obama bugging', the following bills have been introduced:

1. H...R 861 Terminate the Environmental Protection Agency
2. HR 610 Vouchers for Public Education
3. HR 899 Terminate the Department of Education
4. HJR 69 Repeal Rule Protecting Wildlife
5. HR 370 Repeal Affordable Care Act
6. HR 354 Defund Planned Parenthood
7. HR 785 National Right to Work (this one ends unions)
8. HR 83 Mobilizing Against Sanctuary Cities Bill
9. HR 147 Criminalizing Abortion (“Prenatal Nondiscrimination Act”)
10. HR 808 Sanctions against Iran
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Wednesday, February 15, 2017


A woman in Missouri(notice that it is not a man - lust for power corrupts ALL) has been charged with murder for allegedly driving an employee to suicide.  Notice in my previous post that I mentioned that the destruction of my life had been used to show all workers around me what would happen if they weren't good slaves.  So it doesn't surprise me if workplace abuse has become more prevalent.  Of course, the politically incorrect act of "sexual harassment" is always reported by the media.  Sexual harassment is just one of many examples of the abuse of power in the workplace.

Now if a psychopath(s) with enough power wanted to murder someone by driving them to suicide, they could do it and then they could say the death was a result of "mental illness".  That would be the very clever and demonic use of power over a person in the workplace.  And if that employee happened to be a witness in a trial, after his or her death, his statements, documents and other official papers signed by the now dead employee could be used in the courts of law as their testimony in lieu of the that person testifying.  Of course, it would take really sick, twisted people to create such a scenario - but then this is amerika.

But what happens if the victim survives?!  The psychopaths would have to make sure that the victim never told people what had really happened.  Only "ALTERNATIVE FACTS" would be allowed. Why?  Because the power brokers would look corrupt, demented and morally bankrupt if the truth be told.  And that wouldn't fit their image that they wanted people to believe in. 

As a victim with no power, I can't prevent amerika from sliding further into the abyss, but I can tell people that there is something way more important and powerful to believe in than nation.  And I have the advantage of speaking from experience.

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Amerika the most barbaric of nations.

In a recent Sunday editorial in the Tampa Bay Times, someone finally said what I have known for years.  Amerika is one of the most barbaric, if not the most barbaric nation on earth.  Amerika tortures and kills its civilians, razes small countries, tortures foreign citizens, and randomly bombs civilians in the name of stopping "terrorism".  You bomb civilians to terrorize the population; after all isn't that what terrorists do?

I have frequently said that in addition to the CIA's insane drive to get rid of me, they were using me to spread their terrorism to the rest of the US population by showing workers what would happen to them if they weren't good slaves.  And the  workers knew and know this.  That is why they would give me words of support, like "kick 'em in the balls for us"!  And complete strangers would come up to me and want to shake my hand or pat me on the back for fighting the barbaric terrorists.  Unfortunately, now that I'm old and have been beaten so badly for so many years, I haven't been able to really keep up the battle against the amerikan Nazis.

I ran into an amerikan Nazi member today and she just smirked at me like an German Nazi party member probably smirked at surviving members of a Jewish family after they had shipped of a family member to the concentration camps.  After all, party members get rewarded and they believe nothing can ever happen to them or Nazi amerka. 

What has happened to create Nazi amerika.  Historians are still debating and writing about how Nazi Germany occurred.  But you can get a good view of the creation of Nazi amerika in a DVD titled, "Requiem for the American Dream".  The documentary has it right(pardon the pun).

I mentioned earlier that I am now old and have been beaten for almost 40 years.  I'll bet the evil, hubris CIA said when they originally set me up as a witness for them in that trial, just as they said  the President 15 years ago in regards to getting rid of AL-Qaeda.  "IT WILL BE A SLAM DUNK."  I WONDER IF 15 YEARS WILL BECOME FORTY?  Never underestimate the stupidity of arrogance!!!!